Luxuria Posted by Essence Renata , Sunday, July 26, 2009 at 10:35 PM, in Labels: Poetry

It wasn't supposed to be like this…
For me to crave you like I do…
I am gestated desire…
I carry you with me…
Your tongue dictates the sway of my hips
You are that glow that they speak of
When they say
"something has changed, can't
Quite put my finger on it girl
But damn you look good"
I wonder if they glimpse the mischievous hint
Of you that rests in the corners of my full lips
As I curve them ever so slightly to half smile
For only moments ago they were
Pursed with sweat as if my breath was saccharine
One palm gripping the sheet
The other gripping your head…
Oh….
….my
…god

And What head it is….

The consequence of
The warmth of your mouth on me
Is devastating to any sense of
Self restraint I once felt…
Far surpassing a want…I need
Your special gift

It wasn't supposed to be like this…
For desire to consume my every spare instant
Unfaltering…taking over my inhibitions
I find myself sinking father
Into this abyss of unbridle lust
My flesh against your flesh…
Multiples build slowly within me…
Washing over my senses

Deafening me….blinding me….
I taste you….
You feel me tighten as
I give you my greatest gift
The scent of our lovemaking
Makes me feel whole….
My love pulses and throbs..
She calls your name…
The sensation of you inside
Of my love cove
Lingers…

I'm caught in your seduction
Not sure if I want to get out….

Luxuria Revisted Posted by Essence Renata , at 10:05 PM, in Labels: Poetry

Left my mojo in the car
checked my cool at the door
here i stand before you
dismantled
mind said go
heart said no
body said "let her have you"

say you love my thick thighs
and round ass that
sings of the motherland
as i saunter to you
donning only my heels
and the glow of arousal

i hate how much i need you
we've been here before
luxuria revisited

Undressed, hips pressed
guttural moans
sensual groans

i know you love me
right now i don't care
fuck me... my yoni needs it

no accessories needed tonight
armed with only a stiff tongue
and your supple body
for desire is a road well traveled


raise my hips to you
thighs splayed..
bring your mouth to me...

thrashing about in a weak
attempt to run from
your acquired skill
you know every inch of me
taste every bit of me...

my love is saccharine
you chant my name repeatedly
between the stokes of your tongue
back arches... and i once again cum...
for desire is a road well traveled



our lovemaking is
reminiscent of a dream
suspended in an eternity
i have no will to escape

ummm.. lay back bay bee
let mama show you
love the way a only woman can...
flesh and flesh
wet upon wet
tribadism
this is love/lust at it's best

girl scream for me...
cream for me..
love the way you glisten
beneath me...
familiar lovHer you are
gets better with time ...
your climax in conjunction with mine...
desire...
a road often traveled
luxuria revisited

Letter Of Marque Posted by Essence Renata , at 9:35 PM, in Labels: Poetry

Note: a letter of marque is an official warrant issued by a government to search, seize and/or destroy specified assets or personnel belongings of a foreign party. I thought it would be super interesting to take that idea and use it as a premise for a poem where instead of country invading another country, it would be one woman invading another woman in a very lustful manner lol, and the internal battle she is struggling with. That being said.. enjoy :)



My stomach knots and twists
as i ponder the ramifications
of my choice
to take the tour
down this path of infatuation
with you as my guide.
My conscience concedes to
luxuria as my resolve
grows increasingly weary
of this game of cat and mouse...
i no longer have the strength
to deny you what you desire.

You invade my sub conscious
visit me in my REM
accommodate my lust
in your cocoon of
practiced skill
i awake to find my fingers
cradled between my thighs
which lay splayed
waiting for you to enter me...
damn I'm impatient

You tell me you're on the way
desire courses through my veins
as imagination runs wild
with fantasies of the unprecedented
pleasure that i will achieve by
replacing my touch with yours
My pussy does the happy dance
as she awaits your arrival

Hair let down, candles lit,
disappointment sets in
as time passes and the flame
entirely engulfs the wick.

I see why they call it Vickie's Secret
Cause tonight i sure didn't
get to tell nobody....

Disappointment gave way to hurt
my big ego bruised....
hurt gave way to anger...
which you quickly subdued.
Wanted to say fuck it
tell you to get the hell on
but my body said
"no! wait, give her the chance to atone."

and my oh my
how well you atone
as my eyes meet your gaze
and apprehension quickly began to dissipate,
you grab me with a ferocity
that assures me that i am
not alone in my desire...
for it if were water, it would fill the room
and drown us both.

my breath quickens
as i raise my hips
to you, tempt you to taste my honey.
She aches for tactual sensation as
The realization of this slow burning anticipation
overwhelms me as my eyes
close and i repeatedly recite your name
my moans and sighs singing the melody
to the beat that your tongue puts down on me
Arms tightly locked down on my thighs,
denying me escape from a pleasure
that is all but too much to endure

armed with only your digits and an
oh-so-gifted mouthpiece
you coerce me into an
euphoric submission as
i float higher and higher
each orgasm increasingly
intense as my legs quiver and collapse

I gaze up at you with satisfaction
as a smug smile plays upon
the corner of your lips...
you notice the aftershock
of your touch by the shakiness in my hips

Fuck you...
And your charm
You easily disarm...
Any wall I have built protection
to keep from letting you in,
as my mind hums the melody
to our song of sin.

Invade me
armed with your
letter of marque
Search my body,
capture my mind.....
Seize me.

The Truth Posted by Essence Renata , at 9:23 PM, in Labels: Poetry

My every nerve ending is aflame
You en kindle an unabated desire
my soul whispers your name
in the shadows of my heart...
you burst into my life
at a time when all seemed insipid and mundane
i found myself amazed at the apparition
of beauty
i desire you
beyond comprehension
got me breakin all my rules
i allowed you access past the fortress
of a cool and calm exterior
I role played pygmalion
attempted to mold and shape you
into what I felt you should be
and in the process faced myself
you make me want better
reminiscent of my younger self
optimistic and untainted by the cruel
realities of an adult world
you make me feel sexy
at the times
when i don't feel beautiful
after knowing you for so long
the newness of it all
still seems unreal to me...
you
make
me
feel

A L I V E

I refuse to settle into routine
I'll never take the fantasy away
i need to be your naughty girl
Stroke me against the wall
Acquire me from the back while
you run your fingers across
my back tats...
ummmmmmmmm.....
it's hard to maintain composure
when i think of you
my muse when i groove
to the sounds of raheem devaughn
and eryakah badu
for a watered down mainstream tune
over a generic beat cant begin to explicate
how starved my body is
without you inside me...
how much i miss you
when you're not in my presence

Never in a million years could i have began to
imagine that it would be like this
How deep you see beneath the skin
Sometimes i'm frightened that i've let you in
You lighten my life with seraphic bliss
when all seems melancholy
caught in a
ever changing dynamic
of the emotional power struggle
that we play
i know sometimes you
concede just so i'll shut up
and feel as if i've had my way

I envision you in my slumber
Pin you up in my hair
You live in my smile
I tie you round my waist
and carry you with me
you make me feel complete
In a world full of craziness and lies
I know one thing to be absolute

you ARE the truth....

Requiem To A Love Song Posted by Essence Renata , at 9:14 PM, in Labels: Poetry

Hello lover
my distant friend
been so long since i visited you
thought i might stop by again

i stare into the fireplace
of our love
the flame that dances the tango
in front of my eyes
it sometimes flickers
but never dies

hello lover
i look at you and see
not the same that
i fell for
seems like so long ago
we frolicked in the meadows
of falling...

how do we sustain?

do i miss her?
no, for remnants of her
linger behind the fortress
of the stone cold fox
that you've evovled into...
she hypnotizes me
how is it that you can be
so familiar to me and
a stranger all at once.

kiss your forehead
a token of endearment
kiss your lips
kiss your. . .
put my name on you

i fell for you in a barage
of metaphor and similie
could feel your words
flow through me.
PULSE

over time i've been
the operative key to your emotions
made you drink from
my fountain and
get drunk off of my affections
get you higher than any drug
ah, the power of my love

i've felt the aftermath
of the hurricane of your sorrows
almost drowned in your tears
felt human when they amalgamated with my own
never felt so suseptible to fear
oh the damage you could do
if you knew your own strength

hello lover...
hi homie....
distant friend...
can we get back to
the commencement again?

I liked the feeling of falling
the fear of not knowing...
the eternal possibility
that you could be mine forever...
asked you if you'd stay for ever
saw the hurt in your eyes...
knew you wanted to lie
to ease my fears....
for no one can promise forever
but i can give you my all today.

Unrequited Posted by Essence Renata , at 8:30 PM, in Labels: Poetry

lust soaked lies
whispered in the heat
of lovemaking
"i love you"
tell me what i want to hear....

reality fails
to live up to the anticipation
that my slumber gives to me
dreams of you and i
bodies tangled in
never ending power struggle
tell me what i need to hear....


told you to check that bitch
at the door before you
come to praise at my temple
no menage a trois here
this femme fatale needs
you all to herself

you continue to fuck me
under the guise of
making love
ah make me your jester
in your court of lust

and so it continues
we turn a blind eye
to the elephant in the room
i can't scratch you...
leave my love marks on your flesh
while you fuck me into bliss
complete.. utter.. ignorant bliss

must be a masochist
as i continually
expose myself to
unmitigated suffering
at the hand of my
skilled lover

see.. you were
a hitchhiker on
my road to desire
should have never picked you up
never picked you up...

confused.. i thought
you were falling too..
should have never let you fucked..
never let you fucked

lips twist, hips dip
your tongue on my yoni
my hands in your hair
call out to the heavens
call your name
"i love you"
you tell me my pussy taste good
"i love you"
tell me i'm the best you ever had
"i love you"
cue the waterworks.

tears for your wifey
for she knows not what you do
tears for myself
you being your fool
you'll never leave her
they never do...

you don't wash my scent away
say you like the way i taste
tender forehead kisses
your hands wrapped round my waist..

see..you were
a hitchhiker on
my road to desire
should have never picked you up...
never let you fuck

you drove me

to a pit stop

called love...
my senses ablaze
along the way
fantasies of you and i
danced for me
just beyond my reach
they told me to leave
you be.
but i ...
masochist that i am
took pleasure in your pain

you drove me
to a pit stop
called love...
dropped me off
and continued home
without me..